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I remember like it was yesterday, the moment I trusted my life to you, the moment I give you

My soul in a way that only a friend could have taken it! The secret, the truth, the pain, and yes even the hurt.

I trust you with more than my life; I gave more than my life for you. I wasn’t sure if it was right but my heart

Told me it was, because it trusted you, it believed in you.  Funny that word Believe, what does it truly mean?  When

You have left me;

Alone….

 Broken….

                Scared….

                                Confused….

                                                Bleeding… and torn apart lying on the floor?

Who would have known the images you see are only of yourself, and not the person you showed me to be.

I thought I found someone worth trusting in the middle of the pain. A second hope, but yet

You just gave me the same as everyone else,

Pain…

                                                                                                                                                                                                    Lies….

Betrayal….

Scandal…

                                                                                                                                                                                   Hurt…..

 As I sit here trying to look at life in a new light, I remember what that little breath you took did that night. Soft spoken yet cuts deeper than a Katana Blade, piercing through the soul, cutting through the layers you told me to trust you in. Look at me now I say, as I am lying on the floor.

Alone….

                Broken….

                                Scared….

                                                Confused…

                                                                Bleeding….

All because of your whisper….

 

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